I Am Scared of Spiders

Scared Of Spiders, Fascinated By Scorpions... You want to know something ironic about me? Of course you do. I do have a small fear spiders, bigger spiders that is, those really tiny ones dont seem to bother me that much. Usually when I spot one it's enough to make me jump, but I wont run away in fear like some other people. (Unless it's a Tarantula or something, then mabye, fortunatly they dont live where I do) I'll always kill that thing one way or another. Besides seeing a spider is one thing, it becomes a problem when it dissapears. Yet despite all this, the Scorpion, which is a cousin of the Spider, is my favorite animal. I'm just fascinated by these creatures, in fact I've been studying them since I was 11. You could put me in a room full of Scorpions, and I wouldn't mind. Put me in a room with a Tarantula, and I'd would wanna be out of there.