if i left this site how long would it take you to realize I'm gone?

Unless you have someone you are especially close to, maybe never.
Online people come and go. sometimes you know something is missing but you are not sure of it is a who or a what.
It isn't anything to take on a personal level. We are merely names here.

Trust man literally no one would notice. Saying in a friendly gesture.

100 years if I was looking.

nice guys finish last