Why is it so hard to let go of an irrational crush?

Exactly. Feeling ALIVE. You nailed it. This person makes me feel alive in a way I haven't experienced in decades.

@BellaLocura: I have lots of thoughts, but I think they're not the kind that apply to another. Good intentioned nothingness sort of things. I am so very fond of you in that oddly real way we have here. I wish you what you need. 🤗

@Mnikki: Thank you! Everything I need really is inside of me, but the damn Ego you know sometimes says otherwise...😆

@BellaLocura: 👍👍👍😄