I'm not sure how to be helpful any longer.
I don't seem to feel anything these days. Someone turned to me today (someone close) for help because her mom died. I have no words. I just wanted her to stop texting so I could go back to sleep. I don't know why I'm turning into this kind of person. It really feels like a pit inside me, and I can't fill it. I've been having migraines that last for days.