Have you ever felt the trauma you endured in your youth was a blessing in disguise...

I got bullied a lot when I was younger very bad and I started to look up to people that were bullying me cause I felt I was worthless in my own mind back .
A few years later down the line I got a spiritual awaken and I realized that the people who were bullying me back then saw something in me that they didnt like about them .
It was pointed out to me by a friend of mine a few years down the line . A few months of pain then I realized was growth and I stuck with it and being honest not much bothers me now especially with my belief of God cause I knew God was with me all the way through the dark days .
Life is all about growth . My friend said to me before , you either grow or go

i feel less prepared honestly, i have no identity

I choose not to be the contents of my past .... But more so the fulfilment of my present. ❤️

it was far from a blessing but the circumstances that arose from my beatings, torture , and rape as a child have led me to a life I likely could never have imagined otherwise.

no

I used to think that way. Not anymore. When I got hurt recently, it all came flooding back and now it's so painful to even think about.

The challenges of the past, set us up for the trials of today ❤

No. It messed me up...which hasn't proven helpful...

Absolutely.

100%

Yes but I still wish I didn't had to go through it.