Something has happened to me, and now i can see Yin

I lived most of my life without being able to acknowledge and appreciate yin, even though i was finding comfort in it and i was experiencing it. So after a long time of training (wing chun and qigong) together with closely observing nature, i finally came to realise the yin.
I wish this knowledge was more available for all the people, especially for the young females, but also everyone. I wish it wouldn't take me so much energy wasted till now that i've found out.
(and sssh i wish next year i won't change my mind buahahah - the irony <3 )