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I’ll tell you cause I can’t tell anyone else

I tried to OD again, and again I failed. One of these days I’m going to get it right. Just can’t take life constantly shitting on me anymore
BalmyNites · F
You’re not meant to go, you’re meant to live your life. Please try to focus on just one, maybe tiny positive thing in each day until you get strong & always remember what your suicide would do to your loved ones 💙
Life is a roller coaster ride. Some people's highs and lows are more extreme than others. If you truly reflect on yourself you will see you are young, attractive and have so much to offer. Try to diminish these morbid thoughts. Talk to someone, seek counseling, with some help you will see clearer and appreciate the gifts you have..
SW-User
Please don't try again.

The world may suck, it may be unfair, it may even have beaten you up recently, but it is worth sticking around to see how it turns out.
McGeeisme · 61-69, M
Despair is a real monster to live with. A big slimy, foul bastard of a moster that climbs right in our skin with us and chews on our hopes, on our basic desire just to be alright, to have a basic life with just a modicum the elements neccesary for contentment. I'm sorry it has climbed inside your skin with you.
SW-User
It would be better to straight up ask for help, ask for someone to listen. I don’t mean to be disrespected but the majority of the time if someone is try to use an overdose as a suicide attempt it’s just for attention. There’s a very low rate of success. Don’t be so quick to try something like that again. Getting someone you actually help and give you reassurance can turn your life around. Life is short but it never stops, so every moment in your life is going to be a phase just a memory one day. Just always keep working on the life that would make you happy.
Ursamajor · 46-50, F
I'm sorry. Feel better soon. Best wishes.
4meAndyou · F
My former niece by marriage OD'd. She was so beautiful as a child...curly long blonde hair...like a little angel. She became addicted to heroin and she left the place they took her to get help with a man, and OD'd.

She was married when she did that, and had two little children under the age of 4.

There are some things I will not be able to forget about her lying in her coffin, and I wish I could forget. Her lips were blue. Her mother was in shock...and said she had not known whether to dress her daughter in a sweater...because she was worried she was going to be cold. And then she started crying.

If you are tired of life pooping on you, you should speak to me sometime...because my life has been anything but easy...but I think of life as a learning experience, a quest for wisdom, and a fight. No matter how many times I get knocked down, I don't break. The willow bends...always.
Jake966 · 56-60, M
I lost my mom when I was 13 , I lost my dad in 1998 , and I lost everything in 2005 . I tried to take my own life then and found out it is better to push through and overcome
JP1119 · 36-40, M
Please don’t! I think you’re beautiful, and it would make me feel really sad if you took your own life. You can message me any time you want to talk, I’d much rather listen to your problems and help you work them out than to know you committed suicide.
Mrsbetweenfatandfit · 26-30, F
I don’t mean to disrespect you but the fact that you wanted to tell someone about this.... I believe it means you really just want help. I myself have tried to take my own life. I felt so lost, alone, angry and frankly exhausted. I can’t tell you how completely grateful I am that I was unsuccessful. There’s so much in my life now I would’ve missed had I taken my life. This world can be cruel and life can feel unjust. Our brains can trick us into thinking there’s nothing worth fighting through the pain. But it’s not true. You matter and your life matters. Please don’t feel like your only option is to die.
JohnOinger · 41-45, M
Please don't do that again friend

 
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