Aren't you tired?

its life
We can chose to learn from it ,,or let it kill us
I master things I am afraid of
enjoy they good things while they last
I have experienced to much loss to dwell on it
I choose to keep looking for the good ,,I can't change yesterday .

I have kids who followed my examples
Now we get to enjoy watching their kids
and see which roads they choose ,and hope we shared enough with them
So that they too can be successful ,they pick the right roads
So far we are blessed ,they have

I went through most of my life with a disease eating my spine
all the pain I have endured ,,compound that with 2 divorces
The loss of most of the people I ever loved ,cancer took a lot of them
Yea I was tired ,,tired of loss ,waking up everyday in pain
to hear other cry babies with healthy bodies and help from so many cry
about how unfair life is ,,when they contributed nothing ,all they do is take
Yea I get tired
But I am setting an example ,,
You can cry about how uncertain life is ,and all the loss
Or you can learn to roll with the tide ,,
Had I set the example it was OK to quit and give up
Where would my family be ?
They are all successful now ,,
Now they want to look after me
I was a giver ,,now its my turn to receive
As I took care of my grandparents and parents
I have equipped my kids for the days ,they look after me
And as I did ,they will see it as a blessing
a chance to give back to the ones ,who gave so much to them .
Thats the real cycle of life

I even feel this on a tiny scale. Decay depresses me - batteries that are dead, clothes get worn out, my body ages, the trees slowly dying in the fall... basically it all reminds me of death, the opposite of life, and death depresses me.

I hate when I run out of pizza 😔

It's all just practise for the right one ...

Im wheely tired lol

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