When was your lowest point in life?

I don’t really know but at 13 I was looking for ways to kill my self online but I never found any , I was sad all the time and I was self harming and I didn’t know why I felt like that , I was overwhelmed and I just wanted to run away from home , I was getting dark thoughts and I wanted people to hurt me sexually and I didn’t get why , my behaviour at school was terrible and I was skipping class and I kept failing every single class , I didn’t want to learn or do anything. I was being bullied at home by my mums husband and at school I was being bullied so I turned to bad behaviour as away of coping with that and away of telling people I needed help. At that time depression and talk of sucide was a taboo subject and nobody took me seriously because of my age. At 14 I attempted sucide and wanted to kill myself at 15 I was in a mental hospital for my sucide attempts. Then I stopped acting on them at 17 through the fear of being sectioned as they told me that would happen if I tried it again. But I fight sucidal thoughts everyday

When I was 18-19 I got myself into serious trouble, been in hiding from the cops for a serious assault, went on a masive drug bender, felt suicidal, ended up doing crazy shit, doing an armed hold up, then a couple of days later and being awake 5 days straight I felt like he only way out was steal petrol from the servo, as I filled up I soaked the interior of my car, plan was I was going to drive my car off a cliff, but I ended up in a police car chase and arrested. As I was arrested and thrown in the back of the divvy van, they forgot to hand cuff me, which gave me the opportunity to make an attempt to escape by strangling myself to death with the seat belt. But I did pass out and got smacked awake by the cops.

2012, 12th of December was the day I ended a friendship with someone that put my heart through the ringer, over and over till I reached the point I wanted to stab myself dead. I fell into despair, I would sleep for days on end, I would not eat for while, and did not even bathe for a month because all I wanted to do was die.

I think it was when my mother died years ago. I went up to the hospital and she had died. Had to make my way home alone and then phone relatives to tell them

I think it's now. The list of waht's happened would be sooooooooooo long.

When I got close to a terrible person. Now that they aren't in my life anymore, everything feels so much better lol

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Honestly, your questions scare me. They're so simple yet so personal 🙈😅

When I woke up in a hotel room. Beside the bed was 2 empty bottles of Tawny Port.
I lay there staring at the bare light bulb above me. Listening to the outside world going about it's business. Cars honking, people laughing.
I lay in that room for a week too sick and sorry to face the world. My alcoholism was at it's most extreme.
I had hit rock bottom. Homeless, jobless, broke.
Stopped drinking after that binge

i have these "lowest" points every few years. i guess that's how my depression works. the problem is it takes a lot more out of me each time, and it gets harder and harder to recover

Left a good job, for an even worse one, to leave again, massive heartbreak, mental breakdown, cut off from family and friends, then I nearly lost my dad! 2016/2017

When I was 6 years old, my first marriage and now. All three were bad times, think now is the worst though with my trauma at 6 years old coming in second.

The usual stuff. Backstabbing bitch, betrayal, heartache, homelessness, sudden health issue. Good times.

From the moment my mom died. It's been downhill from there

Long story better shared over a drink or two

when I attempted suicide and woke up the next day.

you know I won't talk about it .

psychosis

Heartbreak

I ran and ran and died over and over