When life shows it's inevitable cracks in light

I know it's absolutely crazy of me that I love people yet I have questions about humanity. It's absurd, and I guess, within the spectrum of how this society tells you how to respond I'm the one nuts. Yet, a dear author I love says, 'when you are waiting for the miracle to come. That's when you need to play it dumb. When you are squeezed for information, you have to answer you are waiting.' So

Waiting