I look back to where I used to be , and then look at how far I have come and draw strength from that
My peace of mind was not in my job ,my family name ,fame ,money ,drugs women My strength was in God ,and the awesome family He gave me While I was trying to get more money ,better drugs ,friends with power thinking I was the stuff ,,,my family was there Hoping I would find them They needed me ,,all the people I was trying to impress they only used me ,,,to make them richer ,, or for the things I could do for them My kids only needed me I can now look back on all I lost ,and be grateful it happened before it was to late I still had time to rebuild my family Now they get me through and all I lost was not in vain ,,it was a new beginning Now I know I am an expert at starting over ,, and I now know some of that crap ,I didn't need it It only made me work hard for for things I never had time to enjoy and my kids resented it ,that crap did not make them love me my willingness to let it go ,and fight for them did Now I can finally see ,,I have a lot to be thankful for
