Even though it feels like you have been crushed and traumatised enough, what stops you from giving up?

I practically did at one time...once on women and relationships, and once on life itself. I don't know what made me hold on just one more time/a little longer. I guess I had enough hope, fight. and determination left in me, and I received enough strength from above.

Stubbornness.

Pizza

My son, I would never want to cause him that kind of pain.

I did give up. Women are not using the right bate to attract me. They advertise sex and attract sex fiends and deadbeat dads. I dont wamt a woman whose looking for that.
I want a woman who is interesting outside the bedroom too. Someone who pays attention to me and cam challenge my intellect and keep me in line with my moral compass.

Right now, I just don’t know 😞

I did give up

The idea of irritating my enemies.