Are you intelligent, or are you happy?

I know I'm intelligent. .. but others don't always see it, because I hide it. It's intimidating, so, either they figure it out, and run, or I can't stand acting stupid anymore, and I run.. both lead to a certain amount of unhappiness.

Sometimes I think both. Sometimes I think one or the other. Sometimes I think neither.

I'm an idiot who thinks about dying an awful lot.

Idiots can also be miserable fyi