I've had a revelation of sorts...

I am reluctant to admit, but I have literally just realized (based on someone else's conversation) I have a lot of repressed anger that has been building up over the years (I actually just wrote that as an opening statement in my journal entry)... I guess that I have allowed to build up over the years... over feeling ignored, dismissed, treated as unimportant when it comes to my feelings.

I have accepted that situation in "quiet desperation." I don't really know what to do about it, but this is a revelation to me. I didn't realize I was angry about it (in a repressed way) until just now.