How Do You Move Past Something Like That?

When I was in highschool, I didn't find the high school boys in my grade attractive. They were very immature and I was focused on myself and my goals. I was interested in older guys. And when the boys in my grade saw that I wasn't throwing myself at them and making goo goo eyes at them, and wearing little to no clothes to try and impress them, they were ugly to me. When we had class activities they'd say things like "I want to stand next to her." "Ew, I don't want to touch her hand" when we were in biochemistry. And they would try and make fun of me and crack jokes about me. I shrugged it off but it burned inside but I carried a I don't give a fan what you think and kept smiling on my way. But that leaves a mark on you. How do you get over something like that when all the guys treat you like that except maybe 6 of them. Those 6 were nice to me but as soon as the other guys who didn't like me or the girls that didn't like me were around, they would stop talking to me or get kind of quiet. I never shared this with my mom when I would talk about the girls being katty and the crap they'd say or how I'd put some of them in their place when I felt needed to. I would tell my mom about what one or two guys would say and I shared my response and she was proud of me. But, I never told her the ugly things they would say about me to others while I was around or behind my back.

At that age things leave a mark on you and the last thing a girl wants to feel is guys making fun of her and treating her that way.