I Idk

I'm feeling quite emotional at the moment . so my dad just stopped by to see me . he starts telling me how it saddens him about the fact that I'm a huge loner and i never go out and how i should socialize because i am still very young and i shouldn't be at home alone all the time . he then tells me he wishes to spend more time with and how he hardly sees me . but the thing is i don't like coming around my daf due to his wife who tends to act real petty around me and obviously doe's not like me . he say's how he would like for all of us to get along yet he doesn't acknowledge that his wife acts really hateful and it's mostly why i don't come around my dad anymore also i felt like he treated me differently in front of her . i felt like he tried making fun of me in the past for her entertainment something you don't do to your child . it's part of why I've stayed away i didn't feel like bringing that part up since i felt it wasn't the right time to talk about that . also my parents are divorced . I've felt like my mom has pushed me away too . it's making me feel sad how they want to spend time with me now because they are probably realizing how nice i was to them and how crappy they would act towards me before .