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Most of my life has been about survival

Surviving alone. Learning on my own being there for myself that's how it's been for me.I'm a broken man whose lost much and who has made sacrifices for people who don't deserve shit from me. All because of the slimmer of goodness in me which is ruining my life. I'm too soft too green I gave too many chances in the past. I was a puppet who had my strings manipulated and it wasn't until later that I cut those strings.but the pain I've endured will remain with me forever.let's face facts thats all I've ever done was survive I'm doing it now for what reason I don't know. But what I do know is my mind is breaking apart at the seems and nothing will fully fix it.
Wiseacre · F
I get the part about survival...been there done that!
I was an only child and had parents against me, but got lucky.

Can't change the past, but u could celebrate the cut strings.
The pain u endured will lessen with the passage of time...trust me!
SladetheMentor · 26-30, M
I used to believe it got better but it seems I only fall more and more into the abyss
Wiseacre · F
@SladetheMentor: consider this a temporary setback...this too will pass!
SladetheMentor · 26-30, M
@Justsayit: maybe
InvaderNice · 26-30, M
You're too soft and green for intense challenges but I bet being challenged at all has made you a master at living a normal life if you ever get a chance.
SladetheMentor · 26-30, M
@InvaderNice: so much things a oerson should never have to witness nor ever go through thing's I dare say I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy
Wiseacre · F
@SladetheMentor: pls speak to a counselor about this...
SladetheMentor · 26-30, M
@Justsayit: tried they were no help for me they just told me. Things I already knew
curiosi · 61-69, F
I highly recommend this book.
http://siestakeybeachmeeting.com/index_htm_files/The%20Road%20Less%20Traveled.pdf
SladetheMentor · 26-30, M
Maybe it'll help
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SladetheMentor · 26-30, M
I'm 20 years old and I doubt that sadly the past years have been mental torture for me and it. doesn't seem to be lessening
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