My best friends are traitors!!

I told them that my dad yelled at me yesterday because I wasn’t listening to him about my mom abandoning us and he flat out told that my mom doesn’t want me! I don’t believe it! My mom sent a letter to me saying she wants to see me sometime. It’s been 10 years and I want to see her. My best friends got irritated with me and said that they don’t wanna hear me cry about my lousy mother anymore and every time I ask them for honest advice, I get mad and yell at them because I don’t wanna hear the truth about my mom. They don’t understand that I need my mother. My female best friend scolded, “LAYLA! We are getting sick and tired of you calling us when you have an argument with your dad, sister or anybody! We’ve given you advice so many times but you’re too stubborn to take it! Don’t get mad at us that we don’t take your side on this. Do you really think your mom is really keeping her word? She’s just going to leave you again! STOP TAKING SHIT OUT ON US! Frankly, we don’t like talking to you sometimes because you’re always bringing up the same old shot all the damn time and you think we’re going to take your crap?! WE ARE DONE! IF YOU CALL US ABOUT AN ARGUMENT ABOUT YOUR BITCH OF A MOTHER, we’re going to hang up on you or won’t answer. DONE!!”
I screamed at them and said, “I CANT BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT!! You’re my best friends! You’re supposed to be on my side!!! I can’t believe you, you TRAITORS!!” I HA-“ and she hung up on me. RUDE! I tried to call back but didn’t answer. I called my guy best friend it he didn’t answer either. Some best friends they are!!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬😭😭😭😭😭😭😭