He has not responded!:( Is it likelj over!?
This was in relation to my last post about him. I wrote this to him but has not responded, its been 2 day~!
Hey ……….,
I know this is strange writing you, but I have been thinking about it the last couple of months. I talked to my sister and a friend this evening about it too. I was afraid to tell you but, I am starting to like you more than a friend hence especially when affection is involved. I think email is better because it helps me process my thoughts better instead of texting you long messages. Yes, I know that you have so much going on right now as do I, but I wanted to tell you this because its starting to affect me emotionally. I think it affects me more because when we hangout you seem to never want to make eye contact with me, I almost always try to make eye contact with you, but you always turn away. For me when you do this it affects me because I feel like you are not vulnerable with me when we just had intimate encounters. That being said, its okay if you do not want to make eye contact with me, but moving forward I want to be able to make eye contact with someone I give myself to, because it shows that person is able to be vulnerable with you. I enjoy our deep conversations, I think we connect so well on that but to be quite honest, I do not think you like me more than a friend, and for that I don't want to keep getting my emotions involved. I have been hurt in the past by men where I give and I give and than it never seems to be returned. I do not want to continue with this "friends with benefits type of relationship." I mean if you do not like me like the way I like you I understand it's fine, but if we continue being friends I am not going to continue sharing myself with you intimately. I think that we should value ourselves to give ourselves to the person we love or even like for that matter, because we are connecting our souls together which is an act of vulnerability and connection. If we do not end up staying connected it is okay too, I learned so much from you and of course I did enjoy our time. You do not have to give me an answer soon or even an answer at all, but I just wanted to let you know where I stood. I just want the best for you and me.
Hey ……….,
I know this is strange writing you, but I have been thinking about it the last couple of months. I talked to my sister and a friend this evening about it too. I was afraid to tell you but, I am starting to like you more than a friend hence especially when affection is involved. I think email is better because it helps me process my thoughts better instead of texting you long messages. Yes, I know that you have so much going on right now as do I, but I wanted to tell you this because its starting to affect me emotionally. I think it affects me more because when we hangout you seem to never want to make eye contact with me, I almost always try to make eye contact with you, but you always turn away. For me when you do this it affects me because I feel like you are not vulnerable with me when we just had intimate encounters. That being said, its okay if you do not want to make eye contact with me, but moving forward I want to be able to make eye contact with someone I give myself to, because it shows that person is able to be vulnerable with you. I enjoy our deep conversations, I think we connect so well on that but to be quite honest, I do not think you like me more than a friend, and for that I don't want to keep getting my emotions involved. I have been hurt in the past by men where I give and I give and than it never seems to be returned. I do not want to continue with this "friends with benefits type of relationship." I mean if you do not like me like the way I like you I understand it's fine, but if we continue being friends I am not going to continue sharing myself with you intimately. I think that we should value ourselves to give ourselves to the person we love or even like for that matter, because we are connecting our souls together which is an act of vulnerability and connection. If we do not end up staying connected it is okay too, I learned so much from you and of course I did enjoy our time. You do not have to give me an answer soon or even an answer at all, but I just wanted to let you know where I stood. I just want the best for you and me.
