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Emily, I'm tagging my last message onto this post in the hope that if you see me saying this sort of thing in public it might help you understand that for me this isn't some weird spur of the moment internet relationship that might fade... it's a real live Dad thing I'd like to last forever... and I'd enjoy few thing more than taking you round to the sea front one day.


[quote]Hey kiddo, come and hold tight on to me pet.
I was pretty shocked just now to see last night posts from you. Don't you dare leave this place sweetheart. At least not yet and not for the reasons you gave last night. There'll always be a handful of punk haters who enjoy nothing more than taking something priceless and smashing it to the ground but don't you dare let them do that to you. This is your home, at least for now, and fuck those relatives pet, your real family is here where so many people truly celebrate your mere existence and enjoy and care for you as best they can.

I'm about to spoil your video surprise pet cos I think you need to know what it was. I know you still miss your mom and don't understand why she left, but I also know her last promise was to take you to the beach. And of course you know I only live 50 yards from the beach. In fact I can see the waves breaking on the shore right this second from where I sit to write to you. So I don't think it'll come as much of a surprise now to tell you I was planning on taking you round to the sea front where you could sit on the sand and play and listen while I sing a silly little seaside ditty I learned as a kid to you. I'll still do the video anyway pet but you really do need to know that I get it how your heart works and why these things are all so painful to you. They're painful cos they're a measure of what you've lot sweetheart. But you have a dad here who'd take you on a magical journey through the moon and stars to the ends of the earth and back never mind the beach if love alone was the measure of what's possible between two people.

If you need help dealing with haters on here you can (and should) just block em pet. It wouldn't be a failure to deal with something on your part it would be you exercising your right to stop masy people being hurtful. And as for the rest of the folks on here... well no family is perfect... there'll always be the uncle or cousin who do nothing but think sexually about you and there'll always be that aunt who means well but just doesn't get it... but along with them you have so many people who (not unlike yourself) genuinely love you but don't always realise how absolutely vital this stuff is to you.

I think I know how you work. Mostly. But even I could do with improvements. Improvements that you alone could make to me by trying not to be so adult and "ok" all the time. I know you're a wounded little bird pet. I've seen your wounds and I've felt their impact and all I want to do is love them all away.

This is what dad's do sweetheart. This is the feeling that should be filling part of the void you feel inside yourself and not ever having known it and coming to realise it's significance is why you're crying inside right now. A parent's love is The Greatest Love In The World and it's just sitting here waiting for you to claim it.

I love you.

Dad. xxx[/quote]

I’m so sorry. I hope they see how much you’re hurting and change their ways.

You turned out ok though. Fuck em

<3 to you em

I'm sorry about your mom Emily. It's a shame that your family doesn't pay attention to you. Hopefully your close friends and even people here will be the family that you deserve. 🤗🙂❤️🧡💚💛

Hugs Emmy.
You're stronger than you realize, and I'm so sorry about your Mama. You are loved by so many here.

I don't know you that well but geez, if they won't notice you then we will. You're great 🤗

I'm sorry they treat you that way just know several of us here at sw care about you.

I’m so sorry Emily. There is lots of love here. *hugs*

I dont get why no one wouldn't notice you. Youre soo hot!!