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Y’all I think I have an eating disorder!!

I’m low key freaking out. By freaking out I mean laughing hysterically trying to distract myself with music and movies but it’s soo not working. Ok so no matter how healthy I eat, I’m so scared of gaining weight, when I get slightly full after eating I instantly think my weight increased, and my fat cells are growing rapidly. If I were to indulge in fruit, my brain shifts my thought process from being hungry to being fat. Idk, is it an eating disorder ? I binge eat, then I freak out and think I’m getting fat, then don’t eat for a while. when I do eat it’s a cup of rice then I feel full and I’m like shit shit shit why tf did I eat that!? 😩😩🥺 idk I love food, like I love food! Lmao but I can’t help to think that way.

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ScarletWitch · 26-30, F

Yes. You have developed a mental eating disorder. You're even aware of it. Which is good. But no, everything you eat, dissolves and is burned off by your energy. No food, is no energy. When there is no food in your stomach, sure you may feel thin, but the inside of your stomach is dripping acid into the bottom of ur stomach with no food in it. By the time youre in you're 30s, you will ruin your insides. Maintain a healthy diet. You'll be ok

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@ScarletWitch Fuuuck yeah you’re right ! I can’t shake those thoughts, I know they’re an illusion it just seems so real. But yeah I need to deadass get this together I’m scared of completely fucking up my body!!