Idk if my self esteem is slipping again but I find myself thinking about people I'm sure doesn't even remember I exist is that normal when you're

I think it's normal. Your brain is probably just working on "solve lonely" in a creative pattern leading to some unusual outcomes.

In my experience anyone who doubts your existence isn’t worth knowing. One has to choose one’s friends carefully. Self esteem is the bain of many lives. It’s level is usually defined by others, comments and things best left unsaid. The trick is to learn to love yourself, maybe forgive yourself because the truth is that you’re far better than you ever imagine.

clutching at straws 🙃 behave yourself .😎