What do u do in time of despair,,?

If possible, curl up and cry. If I'm not able to do that, I supress all emotion and do what I need to.

die inside, try on the outside

Honestly, I go to the Jiu Jitsu gym and I roll with the other practitioners and it is amazing how getting choked out or choking someone else out is relaxing.

Mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom.

Pray and distract myself

Remove my clothes.

Go out walking

I pray

Cry

PRAY