Is it not funny how most of us would have preferred to not be born but grind through everyday no matter what, there's something impressive about that

Sometimes it's biology alone that keep us going... The urge to eat and avoid pain, the biological need to sleep/rest, the instinct of self-preservation...

Is there?

I do not prefer that I hadn't been born, though I fantasize far too much about what the world could be like which causes all the more despair over what it is