I took a decision and acted on it spontaneously. Turns out it wasn't a good decision. Got a earful from my partner saying I should have consulted her first.
@sspec your words turned out to be true. My crush called me up in the morning to tell me he got a promotion! While I am happy that his contribution is recognized, I am happier that he thought of calling and letting me know. Now I am happy and ready to start my day. :)
@SW-User I won't be so hard on myself. I have done well until now, by God's grace. Mistakes only prove that I am human. And better to make mistakes in the beginning and learn from them.