Can i just say

You broke me.. Im back here stuck with a ghost who cant let me go and know..
I will be seeking my ex..
I want u to know i havent spoken to u heard from u in even longer. when i did it was loving..
My heart chokes ..how can u leave me like this.. Im not mad im just not understanding what i did i worry i was misrepresented pn accounts
I just want to hold soneoje who never hurt me on purpose but u wanted to and u dont tell me abouy it been there done that
I miss the honest open mind of my first love..
I miss sitting calmly happily just to be in eavhothets company..
I wouldnt feel that unobtanium passion or the soft stern look of a driven being who i worship but that never worked.. No they all sent me out no one ive felt this way about respected me i have beeb abused and there may be reasons or excuses but i need an honest woman i would tolerate just short of anything if confided in and informed
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