What is left??

I wouldn’t do that, and I sure hope you don’t. You’re forgetting to take care of the one thing that is the most important decision you’ll ever make in your life. Where will you end up? Your decision will determine whether you’ll be free or not, after you die. Once you’re gone, that can’t be changed, so think very carefully for your own sake. You’ll care, once you cross over.

You’re looking for a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It won’t always be this way. Good and bad, seasons come and go. They don’t last. They’re there for good reason, and it’s not so you can kill yourself, but learn and grow. That’s not necessary. When problems arise, rise to the problem. That’s God trying to draw you close enough to let you realize that not only things aren’t working, but that you need to make some changes. Positive changes, not drastic ones. He can make your life better and worth living, like He did mine, 45 years ago. All you have to do is ask. Never allow the devil to steal your life away from you. All it takes is change, and you’ll have a brand new life. Jesus wants to give that to you. It’s up to you. Please feel better soon. ❤🤗

The only reason you feel like that cause you have not lived the life. Have you? Done some sort of voluntary/ charity work? Carried out a project? (get a group of people n organise a sporting event)?

You're mingling with people n learning. Unfortunately, 18-21 years feel down as they have not volunteered, organised n explored themselves into projects out there.

All they know is WiFi, eat n sleep. Come on girl! Get out there n see wha you're good at!

Well I'm glad you haven't killed yourself. And you shouldn't. Life can be more, is so much more than being miserable.
If you're honestly in a bad place kick it on SW to keep you distracted, sometimes being inside your head is the worst thing.

Hell no. With time you will be moving away from these people and you will be able to discover yourself. Just drag through this time.

But would you be free, if you died? We have no idea what exists beyond that door. I personally vote peaceful nothingness. But I have no way to really know. Perhaps your existence right now is 1,000,000 times better than what awaits after death. N I don't mean Hell. Just whatever it is.

If you keep trying to get better, you inevitably will. All it takes is consistecy.

if you need to call a hotline you obviously online but have no idea where you are from to give you right number. I am here if you wish to talk feel free to im me I approaching you one human to another you have my word I will not perv on you in the slightest as a moral human being I will not use your pain against you in any way.