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What would you say if someone you didn't know came really close to committing suicide today?

30 minutes ago I wanted to die. I'm still recovery from my panic attack. I felt maybe the lowest I've ever felt. I looked around and realized there is no one, not a single soul who knew where I was or how I was struggling to breathe. I looked around laying on the floor watching this pain paralyze my body completely. Asking God, please take me because I can't do this anymore. I'm tired. I can't stay strong anymore. I have literally no friends. Nobody texts or calls me. I fight with my parents constantly. So I asked myself today... why? Why torture myself any longer. But after a lot of tears reality kicked in ... if I kill myself I'll go to hell. And hell is far worse than this pain. I can't force my family to love me, even tho my ten year old self inside of me still is trying to win their love. I can't change the past ... I have to get up and take a shower and try to wash off all these tears. It's hard waking up every morning knowing the only person who gives a damn about you is your dog. And some days I can't breathe because of it. But I have to keep going holding on to ... that one day life will be better than this.
Fernie · F
Sorry, 90% of the people here who write these dramatic suicide stories are 18-21...what you need to do...ALL of you..is get some coping skills before you REALLY have to live in this world
ozgirl512 · 26-30, F
Where to start... First, I think we all have episodes like this, just know you're not alone and please recognise that you would leave a big hole in many lives... I know you don't believe that but it's true.. I think it's always a good idea to talk this kind of getting through so Bravo for having the courage to speak up ... If you need to talk. :)
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Eli072 · 22-25, M
Sadly life and be increadibly crule at times and just leave you all alone and sad... But what comes after these sad times are for the most part totally worth it, espechally if you find good friends that will be there for you during hard times!
coolnudist · 70-79, M
You are the only one in charge of your happiness! So you do what makes you happy and don't worry about everyone else! From what I see of your profile photo you are a beautiful person!!! Keep smiling!!!
Elegy · 46-50
Don't live for others live for you. You can find a family and people to love you but not if you're dead. I'm glad to see you were not consumed.
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Dontknowme · 31-35, M
@IstillmissEP you would be dangerously incorrect
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Right now is the start of the rest of your life. Put a smile on your face go buy a stranger a cup of coffee. Make some happy. Think about them. Not you
SpaceAce · 31-35, M
Sometimes I just want to quit, I can't really tell you why I don't. Maybe I am stubborn and want to win the shit game called life.
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HeyRouben · 41-45, M
I would do everything to help this person!

 
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