I feel so god damn lonely

the only person i feel comfortable discussing my feelings with is over 2,000 miles away from me, but we have barely any time to talk to each other because time zones and life get in the way. i've never been one to open up to people easily, i don't talk about my feelings with my family or my friends in real life. i kind of feel like i have no true good friends in my life at the moment to be honest, not like i used to. the good friends that i used to see all the time stopped inviting me out with them since i started working all the time and was unable to see them, and it didn't help that my mum moved us to a different town, and i havent taken a driving test yet(so getting places isn't always easy), but that is nobody else's fault but my own...So yeah, my life is just very boring and lonely right now, but im hoping it will get better.