I Want to Be Happy

True success is being with all the mundane stuff - WHY? 99% of life is mundane.

The best gift that you can give you - is to still the mind.
When a mind is still - then you are not trapped in - mulling over all the aspects of your life, that work or not. When we mull on stuff - we rob us of each moment as it is.

Your first true love is your self love. To build up your self worth is your job. These two life tools of self-love and self-worth are your anchor. Then no matter how others around you act and behave at you - you will be anchored in you.

On YouTube are many music healing meditations that you can begin with - I use Relax River or Vortex Success. Music heals and calms, it will help you silence your mind jibber jabber.

This quote will indicate your next step:

Whenever the internal dialogue stops, the world collapses and extraordinary facets of ourselves surface, as though they had been heavily guarded by our words. You are like you are, because you tell yourself that you are that way.
Don Juan Matus

One more
He who knows others is wise; he who knows himself is enlightened.”
― Lao Tzu

🤔 well i can't really say much but all you can do is be yourself. And i don't meant by being the same old person. Whenever you are facing any situation or problems, just try to be the best of you. Don't pretend to be some character or hide your truth self. I know it ain't easy but you can at least try to become the best of yourself,the better you. Anyway, what's life without happiness. I hope you find happiness. 👍 You can do it!

I'm not exactly there yet, but I've found it helpful to try new things, do more of what I enjoy, and do a hell of a lot less of what I don't like (including working a job I couldn't stand).

Well life is what you make it yes there are ups and downs but it is how you go through it that makes the difference.

In my experience, no particular decade has been more fun or less than the others, so don't worry about that.
I suggest you make en effort to do unusual things. Maybe you are not convinced that you will enjoy it . . . . But it will create memories for you.
When you look back over the last few months and everything was mundane that can be depressing - but if you somehow manage to make a trip to Thailand for example, . . .. these kind of events punctuate your life with "non-mundaness".

Firstly, what do you think you are doing right?

I thought I was the only one that felt like this. Where I live there's not much to do here and no money to do anything