I Wish People Understood "taken In Hand"
A New Beginning!
With DD, communication is key. We have proven this time and time again. However, I truly feel this time we turned a new leaf.
We sat down twice this week to go over things and make new rules. Then after the first time, I made a list of things to go over. We talked about each thing in detail. We are now on the same page with everything.
I realized I did not give him full control and submission. I am ashamed of myself for it taking 2 years to see this. I should say I was not that I am. That is the past, We have moved forward.
Everything happens for a reason! My mess up lead us to our new beginning. It made me realize that the restrictions I gave him when I introduced DD, were wrong. There are no restrictions now. It made me also see how eager I am to submit to him in every way possible.
I am completely grateful for my Sir. He never gives up on me. I know that his punishment is to help us/me. He does not like to punish me. However, he will do it.
A big problem with last mess up was the book. He felt is hands were tied. He didn't want to go against what he said, what he has written down, the promises made. The new rule states "At no time are his tied" "punishment for a severe offense could last days".
I am happy with this. I don't ever want him to think that he is in a position where things can't be handled. In the end, I know after punishment I will see things differently.
Our long term goal? To never see the punishment page.
Thank you Sir, for never giving up. Always striving to make things better. We are not perfect people, no one is. But we are perfect for each other. I love you so very much!
With DD, communication is key. We have proven this time and time again. However, I truly feel this time we turned a new leaf.
We sat down twice this week to go over things and make new rules. Then after the first time, I made a list of things to go over. We talked about each thing in detail. We are now on the same page with everything.
I realized I did not give him full control and submission. I am ashamed of myself for it taking 2 years to see this. I should say I was not that I am. That is the past, We have moved forward.
Everything happens for a reason! My mess up lead us to our new beginning. It made me realize that the restrictions I gave him when I introduced DD, were wrong. There are no restrictions now. It made me also see how eager I am to submit to him in every way possible.
I am completely grateful for my Sir. He never gives up on me. I know that his punishment is to help us/me. He does not like to punish me. However, he will do it.
A big problem with last mess up was the book. He felt is hands were tied. He didn't want to go against what he said, what he has written down, the promises made. The new rule states "At no time are his tied" "punishment for a severe offense could last days".
I am happy with this. I don't ever want him to think that he is in a position where things can't be handled. In the end, I know after punishment I will see things differently.
Our long term goal? To never see the punishment page.
Thank you Sir, for never giving up. Always striving to make things better. We are not perfect people, no one is. But we are perfect for each other. I love you so very much!
41-45, F
