I Want to Say Something

I was on the point where i think of killing myself. I look for death. I wish to just die. I can't feel anything. I think the whole universe conspire to make me feel lonely and hurt me into a million pieces... But one time out of nowhere someone came and my whole world change. He makes me feel loved, special, and the most important person in his life. He valued me so much that i was scared if it is really true or I'm just dreaming. He bring out the best in me. He is the only person who makes me feel different emotions at the same time. Whenever i look at him my heart ache and i was afraid to take forward. But he held my hand and assured me that everything will be okay, that i should trust him and he makes me feel calm and at peace... In return i gave him everything i have. He is my first kiss, my first dance, the first man in my life. And the father of my child. I never thought that my life would turned out like this. If i killed myself i would never felt happiness that I've been looking for a long time. If i did it i wouldn't know how it feels to have someone who cared for me, loves me and makes my day complete. Maybe i just want to say whoever you are if you're thinking that life is being unfair to you. I just want you to know that there's always hope and a better life that awaits for you. It may takes time, be patient because good things doesn't happen in one day. Remember that after the rain the sun comes out. Someone out there is waiting for you just keep on holding on :)