Uggggghhhhh

My head hurts so badly I want to knock myself out with a blunt object. This gd inner ear infection will not go away and my ear is ringing again which isn’t helping. I’ve been on antibiotics twice now but I can’t get rid of it cause it keeps coming back. My left backside feels like I have some invisible knife in it for a week now and even having to get a massage hasn’t helped. I’m starting to wonder if I have a bunch of alien implants in my body now or if I’m sleepwalking and crashing into things.

Can someone please knock me out so I can finally get some rest?