no matter how long it has been the holes still there I miss him so much my life feels so broken with out him like i lost half of me I lie when I say I'm ok tears continue to fall for you I'm sorry I couldn't save you
Sorry. We come into each others lives for a reason. From the outside, his reason to come into your life was to show you how hard it is to lose someone. And give you reasons to live as you count the reasons why you wish they were still alive. Obviously I am taking this post in extreme isolation from the context, but I hope you catch the meaning.
Thank you, I'm so glad. So many times people don't get what I say, and I feel I must painstakingly dissect it so it makes sense for them. I am grateful that you put in the effort to take my meaning. Truly.