I Am Sometimes Antisocial
The term of antisocial is like an attitude or stance to hate society, like to choose not to gather up and socializing. In my case it something similar but not entirely same. It is like i feel discomfort when engaging social activity. If i can choose i will choose to support and able to joy social pleasure and activity, but for certain of kinda things it is truly difficult for me to just enjoy it.
The main reason because i feel insecure about my self and surrounding. i was bullied mentally and mentally abused with words. This past experience is actually still haunting my life, and clouding my consciousness with fear and anxiety towards people. I feel like everybody in the room is actually sneering about me, laugh and mocking me behind my back.
i dislike this trait and try doing something about it. it just it takes a lot of time and i kinda bit inpatient.
The main reason because i feel insecure about my self and surrounding. i was bullied mentally and mentally abused with words. This past experience is actually still haunting my life, and clouding my consciousness with fear and anxiety towards people. I feel like everybody in the room is actually sneering about me, laugh and mocking me behind my back.
i dislike this trait and try doing something about it. it just it takes a lot of time and i kinda bit inpatient.
31-35, M
