I Am Emotional

I do get emotional sometimes. I mean I do tend to hide my true feelings and try to fight my tears back so others won't see me cry. I don't like others seeing me cry and sometimes I feel like a big crybaby but we all have feelings. Wheb someone lost their relatives or have a serious illness, it's heartbreaking. Like when we have family come into town or visit them, the part that sucks is leaving or them leaving. Sometimes I get emotional. Like when I visit my mom and aunt I get a bit emotional when I leave Sunday. I dont like sugarcoating my feelings but sometimes I say I'm fine when I'm really not sometimes. I feel like I should be tough, strong and be happy all the time but it's impossible to be happy 24/7. Anyways I just wanted to say my honest thoughts.