I wonder if my parents blame themselves for how I turned out to be?

Surprisingly, I don't blame them, not at all. That's on me, if blame is even an appropriate term to use. They tried their best to raise me, but ultimately, I've made my own decisions and taken my own paths in life.

I feel estranged from my family. Perhaps by my own design. From I guess my teenage years, I've recognized myself to rather different from them. I think I have distanced myself from them out of respect maybe? Or maybe because It's just easier for me that way. Not sure.

I'm out to live to my own life though.