I am feeling much better today

I cried a lot today and reached out to my old best friend from hs and talked to her. We talked about the drug problems and our concern. Talking to her made me feel a lot better. We both expressed how we were afraid and it was hard seeing our classmates literally dropping dead from using hard drugs.

I told her it was really afflicting me mentally. I told her I missed her and want to see her when I go to Georgia to visit my family

It’s weird what I’m going through because its A very unique problem. My sister actually is from a small town in Illinois and her town has the same exact problem. My sisters grandmother was murdered because of something with drugs and a drug dealer. My sister uses meth... she claims her whole town is also consumed by it


My mother in law came over today and saw my face and even brought me a present. How thoughtful.
She asked me if I was okay. And I told her what was going on. My father in law came and got my son so I could work tonight.

My friend passed a week ago yesterday.

Thank you for everyone who reached out to me with your kind words. It means a lot. Again I feel so annoying and whiney. But thanks for listening and being there. I love this community you guys are awesome