I Need to Vent

I can't stand my life. I got a degree in the arts and it is worth no demand because I'm not standard performance level and don't want to teach. Why did I get the degree if there wasn't anything at the end? Oh well, I guess I'll just have to find something unique to do with it...hopefully I can compose some music worthy enough for an audience. Meanwhile I'm stuck in a field I didn't ask for and am good at it. I don't want to be in the service industry for the rest of my life. It's full of dead ends, and barely anyone can live on that. Thankfully I have a boyfriend who makes enough money that I won't be drowning anytime soon. Unfortunately, if something happened to him I'd be S.O.L.