I Think Good Communication Is Vital To A Good Relationship

its very surreal to think/realize maybe u never had communication with someone u thought u had intimate conversation with. the only thing i communicated with koala is something unnecessary and i feel stupid that was the only serious communication between us and it obviously had to of influenced him for backing out. i know its unfair to say it in public instead of directly to him but i never really felt like i was talking to him cuz most of our relationship was him being busy and i know that sounds selfish but thats how i felt. it felt like most of his attention i had to get was with messages through here and i know thats like so wat but it just didnt feel personal with someone i was intimate with