I Believe That Internet Friends Are Real
I don't know. I Barely communicate on here because I hate the fact that Everybody speaks the same.
Then I feel shame if I blend in. Also I barely have any common with people mostly what ever we talk about boreds either if it haves to with "I beat this kid up or I got a new Job or there's a war going or how is your day? You what I hate the most?
"How is your day" it sucks that the only. Option to speak to people is this and then we're done!
I don't have much of interest in this world. I can name what I like to talk about, football. Politics which it depends. Dragon ball z and the bible. That's it!
So. This is like going door to door and you don't find someone you like to hang out with. I been alone ever since I was a kid. Stuck in my bedroom living in my thoughts because I was scared to come out whenever my dad was around. I use to go to school and barely talk to people there and come home and stay in my room.
I created a lot of demons in my head. Imaginations friends. Whatch ing tv shows in my head and do my homework. That's it.
It's funny how my brother gets more freedom than me.
Then I feel shame if I blend in. Also I barely have any common with people mostly what ever we talk about boreds either if it haves to with "I beat this kid up or I got a new Job or there's a war going or how is your day? You what I hate the most?
"How is your day" it sucks that the only. Option to speak to people is this and then we're done!
I don't have much of interest in this world. I can name what I like to talk about, football. Politics which it depends. Dragon ball z and the bible. That's it!
So. This is like going door to door and you don't find someone you like to hang out with. I been alone ever since I was a kid. Stuck in my bedroom living in my thoughts because I was scared to come out whenever my dad was around. I use to go to school and barely talk to people there and come home and stay in my room.
I created a lot of demons in my head. Imaginations friends. Whatch ing tv shows in my head and do my homework. That's it.
It's funny how my brother gets more freedom than me.
31-35, M
