I Use Experience Project As A Diary

Day 23. May 25th, 9:54 PM
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I just wanna break down...stop functioning... Im trying so hard to keep on that mentality but i cant... I love her more than i could possibly imagine myself.. I know that i will never replace her! No one will have her smile, her laugh, her personality, her perfection and her beautiful imperfections! I know that...no matter what happens in life, ill never forget her.. Ill never stop having feelings for her.. I just cant stop... Im literally aching for her.. Nothing can bring her back now.. Yeah..

Physical check: Chest pain is back...fml

Mental check: still in denial stage i guess.. Cant really believe that shes gone.. I never will

Psychological check: undefined

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Okhello123

Oh wow I didn't know you were going through this. Heart wrenching I know. Just know a ton of people have felt what you feel and that you will live (if you let yourself, and believe me enough not to god forbid kill yourself) yes you will live and the pain will not feel this intense in due time. Instead of fretting over the pain, simply watch the clock tick per second and know that time will do all the work for you. I promise.

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