I Think You're Super-duper Cute
I love that smile. Moreso, I love *getting* that smile. On drive-thru, it's obvious. A cute girl in a cute car, that slightly shy smile of I-know-I-shouldn't-but. It's a wonderful fuzzy but edgy feeling. Strange suit to draw from the deck. Bittersweet.
But I'm in luck. This time, together, we sealed our fate together. My fiancée and I. We were good. We've finally done the work it takes to make a couple. It took us many years. But we're finally done. This is now us time. We are together, once and for all. In it for ourselves, and each other - equally. An understanding of each other's wants and needs.
So I'm safe. I can be flirted with, asked to dance even, and be safe. I wouldn't sacrifice that work for the world. A gorgeous girl looking all innocent could sidle up and I would dance - but separate. Even if it got raunchy, there would be a tangible separation. A uniqueness. Something that said "no". It's an amazing feeling, even though she's gone now again to SA. Another 6 months until that's over. But, we're finally solid. At long last, we've had it out. Proper.
Life, together. So, yes, I think you're super-duper cute. Yes, I'll dance with you even though I skipped dancing in my younger years so I may look like a complete loon. But, no. I'm never going to be even the slightest bit "yours". Deal with it XD
But I'm in luck. This time, together, we sealed our fate together. My fiancée and I. We were good. We've finally done the work it takes to make a couple. It took us many years. But we're finally done. This is now us time. We are together, once and for all. In it for ourselves, and each other - equally. An understanding of each other's wants and needs.
So I'm safe. I can be flirted with, asked to dance even, and be safe. I wouldn't sacrifice that work for the world. A gorgeous girl looking all innocent could sidle up and I would dance - but separate. Even if it got raunchy, there would be a tangible separation. A uniqueness. Something that said "no". It's an amazing feeling, even though she's gone now again to SA. Another 6 months until that's over. But, we're finally solid. At long last, we've had it out. Proper.
Life, together. So, yes, I think you're super-duper cute. Yes, I'll dance with you even though I skipped dancing in my younger years so I may look like a complete loon. But, no. I'm never going to be even the slightest bit "yours". Deal with it XD
36-40, M
