I Am Feeling Heartbroken
I always told myself that I wasn't going to let guys break my heart in high school. I thought high school relationships were stupid and didn't mean anything. But then I caught feelings for this boy. He told me he loved me. I fell so hard for him. The whole time I kept telling myself I needed to stop and be smart because it wouldn't last. I was selfish though and kept talking to him. The worst part is, I actually believed I would marry him. I never wanted kids or anything, but I wanted it with him. I was so willing to do whatever he wanted and give up my own dreams.
I hate myself everyday for letting myself fall for him. It hurts so bad now that it's over. I lost my best friend.
I hate myself everyday for letting myself fall for him. It hurts so bad now that it's over. I lost my best friend.