I Have a Crush On Someone I Shouldn't
I think I’m in love with my previous coordinator already. I don’t know why but since I first met him, I found something familiar to me. But he’s not here anymore, he resigned from my school already to work for a government (I guess?) It seems like I will never have a chance to see him again. My feelings for him is actually so deep that whenever I think of him, I cried. I cannot open my heart to anyone anymore. At first I did not expect to have a crush on him since he was a nice person to me, and because my type usually bad boys. I feel so stupid to not let him know my feelings. Maybe I’m too scared of being reject and the fact that I don’t think I deserve him. The day before when I accidently saw his name on the book subject, I can’t stop my emotion and I know that my feelings for him will never ending. I just want to have a long-term relationship with the one I love and really wish that my guardian could give me some signal. 😫😫