I Feel So Alone

Just did my workout for today,Usually makes me feel better.Went to shower,turned on some music and I hear sounds of the sea...don't remember when i put that I playlist.Was lying there for a while,random thoughts,then it hit me.Why?Why do I do this?I forgot the reason.I don't have anyone anyways,nor I particularly care what others think of how I look.I just wish I had someone to do it,you know,hanging out lifting,running cycling...I turn around and see no one,wake up no one besides me,go for walk no one there to be with...Frustrating at times.I feel so ...I don't know.People say times cures everything,sure hope took it's time here,still didn't lost hope though.There must be someone.