I Feel So Alone

I'v always been a loner,hermit,not much interested in people around me,except my family obviously.Living alone for past 10 years now,never felt the "need" to be with someone.Got no friends,at least real ones,mostly platonic level,I don't see them very often.Lately,waking up every day thinking the same thing over and over,why do I feel this way,why do I suddenly need someone,why do I have to walk alone.I don't want to wake up alone anymore,I had enough,might as well it be a close friend,just someone for God's sake.I am tired of trying to find my other half.I'm tired of myself.

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lisette1717

I am a hermit too, despite of that I share quality time with extroverted people. You can be in the middle of a conversation, enjoy the moment, even talk to yourself to make things clear in your mind, dont think of whats coming next, sometimes it's just there , they laugh, you laugh, agree on some activity you do together.

somerandomguyfromspace · 36-40, M

I don't mind them though,I can be certain amount of time with them,it's just I'd rather not to.When I am I'm...not really there,you know?The feeling I get from hanging out is mostly devastating,tired,not focused,exhausted.I do make compromises if something is relevant to my family though,I go out do my job,do my groceries,the usual,but I keep interaction at minimum.I'll get help eventually,just need to finally admit I can do it.

lisette1717

By the way, I'm talking based on the professional help I receive.

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