I Think Too Much

There is always emptiness when you’re always alone but the most severe hole in your heart is when you actually love someone and then they are gone. Just like that. One minute they love you supposedly the next they don’t. They want to hurt you . They make up things that aren’t true . They turn things around to make you a villain because they can’t take the truth. You aren’t allowed to say your side or defend yourself.
And you shouldn’t have to. They stalk you and use you like a fluffer doll. Like you aren’t human and have no heart or soul.
The sorrow is when you love them.
Being abused is more of a hole.