I just love the tv series "YOU". Does anyone else watch it?

I've never experienced someone like this in my life. Its insane but you also feel bad for Joe. But then I also would think he's insane but the man who took him in was crazy and made him this way. We all have choices in life but oh boy, his parents not being around really damaged him. And he was just one of those boys looking for love, for someone to love him to care about him. I'm torn. I love Joe but the things he's done. I'm trying to understand him. He's not a stone cold killer but he goes to desperate lengths to have love and people he cares about in his life. He craves love and will do anything to keep it. Now Paco might turn out like Joe. Omg, this cast and producer really dug deep. Fewh. I'm watching it right now, episode 10. But I can't have a guy who stalks me and is willing to kill people I care about and are in my life. And....he could end up killing me.