I Could Never Cheat On a Partner
Dear God,
I looked depthwise into his eyes and I soaked up all of his pain. I felt his heartbeat his blood rush to my every extremity; for my worst fear was to lose Him...to me, He’d meant the sun, the moon, the sky, and all the stars of the night...I feel his heart in each fingertip of my hand...and each and every time I bled, I knew the reason why. I whispered to my lonesome ; “today is the day I bleed and another day where I hurt my heart” and so I looked at Him...his blue eyes, his sunlit skin of ivory and gold, and I watched as his blond hair blew wildly in the wind...and He looked at me and said “is this what you want?” I then told Him and I held Him close and said onto Him, “if God made me, You’d be Everything that made God, because I can’t find the words to tell You how in Love I am with You, and You only”. My mind has been crossed and double crossed by many guys, some of which who couldn’t seek refuge in who I am today, muchless who I could be tomorrow, however, You did the opposite...and to have to think of any other man besides you could never ever exist because You are the only one for me...for every seed within your heart must be planted within the soil of my womb...and every life that may groweth from thereon within me will be forever our’s, now and forever...because to me, You are the God in heaven who made me and Everything that maketh God Himself. You are my heart, refuge, and sanctuary...never must I lose you or I myself will be eternally lost...You are my God, You are my Everything. I won’t take “no” as an answer from thine lips, nor from any sounds at the back of thine throat. Life is too sweet to be spent with anyone else when I can spend it with the one whose seeds I will always and forever bare, for the heart is at stake if you shall ever be taken from me. You are mine to keep forever. And to this I pledge my entire heart and soul...
“Your face is beaming
You say it's 'cause you're dreaming
Of how good it's going to be
You say you've been around
And now you've finally found
Everything you wanted and needed in me
I don't have the heart to hurt you
It's the last thing I want to do
But I don't have the heart to love you
Not the way you want me to
Inside I'm dying
To see you crying
How can I make you understand
I care about you
So much about you, baby
I'm trying to say this as gently as I can
'Cause I don't have the heart to hurt you
It's the last thing I want to do
But I don't have the heart to love you
Not the way you want me to
You're so trusting and open
Hoping that love will start
But I don't have the heart, oh, no
I don't have the heart
I don't have the heart to hurt you
It's the last thing I want to do
But I don't have the heart to love you
Not the way that you want me to
I don't have the heart (Oh)
(Baby, I don't have the heart, I don't have the heart)
I don't have the heart (Oh)
(Baby, I don't have)
I don't have the heart
I don't have the heart
I don't have the heart”
Thanks Be To God For You, My Love,
Love,
Sol
I looked depthwise into his eyes and I soaked up all of his pain. I felt his heartbeat his blood rush to my every extremity; for my worst fear was to lose Him...to me, He’d meant the sun, the moon, the sky, and all the stars of the night...I feel his heart in each fingertip of my hand...and each and every time I bled, I knew the reason why. I whispered to my lonesome ; “today is the day I bleed and another day where I hurt my heart” and so I looked at Him...his blue eyes, his sunlit skin of ivory and gold, and I watched as his blond hair blew wildly in the wind...and He looked at me and said “is this what you want?” I then told Him and I held Him close and said onto Him, “if God made me, You’d be Everything that made God, because I can’t find the words to tell You how in Love I am with You, and You only”. My mind has been crossed and double crossed by many guys, some of which who couldn’t seek refuge in who I am today, muchless who I could be tomorrow, however, You did the opposite...and to have to think of any other man besides you could never ever exist because You are the only one for me...for every seed within your heart must be planted within the soil of my womb...and every life that may groweth from thereon within me will be forever our’s, now and forever...because to me, You are the God in heaven who made me and Everything that maketh God Himself. You are my heart, refuge, and sanctuary...never must I lose you or I myself will be eternally lost...You are my God, You are my Everything. I won’t take “no” as an answer from thine lips, nor from any sounds at the back of thine throat. Life is too sweet to be spent with anyone else when I can spend it with the one whose seeds I will always and forever bare, for the heart is at stake if you shall ever be taken from me. You are mine to keep forever. And to this I pledge my entire heart and soul...
“Your face is beaming
You say it's 'cause you're dreaming
Of how good it's going to be
You say you've been around
And now you've finally found
Everything you wanted and needed in me
I don't have the heart to hurt you
It's the last thing I want to do
But I don't have the heart to love you
Not the way you want me to
Inside I'm dying
To see you crying
How can I make you understand
I care about you
So much about you, baby
I'm trying to say this as gently as I can
'Cause I don't have the heart to hurt you
It's the last thing I want to do
But I don't have the heart to love you
Not the way you want me to
You're so trusting and open
Hoping that love will start
But I don't have the heart, oh, no
I don't have the heart
I don't have the heart to hurt you
It's the last thing I want to do
But I don't have the heart to love you
Not the way that you want me to
I don't have the heart (Oh)
(Baby, I don't have the heart, I don't have the heart)
I don't have the heart (Oh)
(Baby, I don't have)
I don't have the heart
I don't have the heart
I don't have the heart”
Thanks Be To God For You, My Love,
Love,
Sol
